Dhe Flower Name Jasmine A.K.A green Tea

Eye candy!

2011-10-10T16:24:00.000+08:00

CNBLUE<3

SuperJunior

yup. CNBLUE!

Camwhore!

2011-10-10T16:22:00.000+08:00

i love celebrities

2011-10-10T16:18:00.000+08:00

It been a long time since i posted anything. kk. so these few days and week or even months i have been surviving well. thanks to the releplayers! okay, for those who dont really know what a roleplayer is, they are the ppl on the internet that play a role of some famous celebrity in order to entertain their fans on behalf of the real person. it might seem really cheap or fake or something but to us fans, its a form of dream come true even though we know the truth behind every masks of the roleplayers. i wish that one fine day i can talk to some celebrity. haha...someone nice and friendly like ex ukiss alexander, some onecute and really man like ukiss dongho, someone attractive and really adorable like siwon( sj) or some kpop group like cnblue or shinee...wow...my life will be complete. u actually thought i will say that ya? no!!!! my life wont be complete. it will just be better. not complete. muahahahhaa! i still have self love okay... srsly, i love the celebrities. i dunno why. i just love them. no matter who they are, they are AWESOME!

2011-06-22T15:45:00.000+08:00

so near yet so far...i cant do anything really. watching u is the only thing i can do now.u said i changed. yes, indeed. i changed,mentally. i learnt where i shd stand. i learnt the closer we are, the line between us is clearer. no matter how i feel, how my heart remains the same, i could nv cross the line. never. dont blame me for changing cos i didn. i learnt and moved on, glancing back at u occasionally. u, who just stand there, blaming and swearing at the bitch whom u thought, had forsaken u, who, in reality, wishes for u to see her torn and tattered heart which would then erase the line. the key, is ur ability to see. ur ability to see me....

dream.kite.

2011-06-16T17:42:00.001+08:00

ok! long time no see blogg-y...missed you. well, that's partially untrue though, what i missed is witing something from my heart. my feelings. these few months are flooded with feelings. happiness, angriness, jealousy, guiltines, sadness...sadnesss....sadness. people say that its not easy to find two person that truely loves each other, in other words,soulmates. i have a dream, dreaming for him to appear in my life soon, dreaming that he will stand out in my life so i can notice him. its easy to dream and easy to lose a dream. i am going to let go of this dream, i decided. i need to face reality. in this world, people are selfish. they dont tell u their true feelings, they dont show their real face. even if you r the one they love the most, the one they will die for. i am one of them. i dont tell u wad i feel cos i am afraid to be the one losing out. i dont tell u i need u cos i don wanna be dependent on u so that i wont fall hard when u leave me. i dont tell u i love u so that it wont hurt that much when u are with another person. love is actually all about keeping someone with u and dun wanna share him or her, even with their parents. face it. however, its quite impossible to do so. its life u are talking about here. learn to hold on and let go at the correct time, like flying a kite. the string will nvr break that way. this is if u have a kite, or the kite. for me, my kite i shared among a lot of people. instead of tugging it and desperately holding on to one small part of it and be satisfied with wad i have, i decided to let go, let go the dream kite. my dream kite.

2011-01-03T02:31:00.000+08:00

to person m, dun post disgusting things here leh...try doing it at fiona's blog. erm...thx for helping to update and oh...the "him" i was toking about finally went back to malaysia le...sad hor? calvin told me he needs to tok to u about something and i sms u le, scared u din see. i think thats all i have to say to u la. enjoy ur long break:) my turn nxt year:D

Don't

2010-12-19T22:33:00.000+08:00

Dun remain quiet.
Dun wait for me to speak first.
Dun make me wait for u.
Dun tell me wad i dun wan to hear.
Dun hurt my feelings.
Dun confuse me.
Dun toy wif my feelings.
Dun entertain me wif stupid things.
Dun admit that we have nth to tok about.
Dun praise other girls in front of me.
Dun look the other way.
Dun be insensitive.
Finally
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.
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Dun tell me u dun like me anymore.

just wanna say

2010-12-13T17:58:00.000+08:00

why are u smiling so much?
nah, happy.
why u keep laughing at me?
cos ur funny?
why do u laugh so much when you tok to me?
stop asking!
why?
nth.
tell me!!!!!!
dun wan :P
just say...
ok.
yes?
i love you <3

does it sound familiar?
yes.
if i matter to u.

fun day :)

2010-12-09T00:44:00.000+08:00

wow. i am like blogging more often now. miracle. maybe its bcos alot of things are happening at the same time that i couldnt withstand so i need this blog to pour everything out ba. its a good thing actually especially the part that no one will be reading this. ok...went to choir in the morn. yes, we can skip the details. then went for an outing with my beloved minshi and chuning. the outing was super fun and the movie rapunzel was like super funny and cute ( i like the chameleon and the horse <3 forgot wads the name le if i am not rng the horse is called Maximus ba...) Love the movie!!! ok...after movie we went for a bit of shopping then back home. Er wait, forgot to mention that when spending thime wif them time really flies. We bought the tickets around 3 and the movie starts it 5. Its like a blink of an eye then 5 liao...super shock. Hahaha. But i like. :) Home-d. Then fb-ing. then embarassing things happen ( dun really feel like saying) the chat wif some one special then ok. end of the day. At least tis one is filled with happiness. How i wish everyday could be like today...but it would be better if the special one could love me more than wad i felt for him...

just another day

2010-12-07T08:49:00.000+08:00

today was just about to start and i have predicted nothing special is going to happen. yesterday was ok (minus the falling sick part) .went for choir, wasted time there, had a good laugh over somebody and smiling over some silly things. had lunch with my beloved ah min and went home. slept all the way to 8 at night. disappointed over something silly. had dinner while listerning to naggings then sleep again, this time not as peaceful as that in the afternoon. ya, thats all for ytd. this morning after i woke up i had a pleasant surprise. however, he is still busy over something so i guess we wont be toking much this few days. hope he misses me there just like i do over here.
ps. we are just at two different ends of singapore. LOL.

neutral.

2010-12-05T23:20:00.000+08:00

neutral feelings today...didnt feel anything special. at least i am not sad or wadever. went to celebrate grandpa's birthday today. the food was like quite nice but doesn seem to match one another so the poor me had a pretty difficult time eating. funny thing was i ate 3 bowls of rice without knowing...this was the first time i felt full after the third bowl due to the fact that i super dislike the dishes. ok...after that was like disaster. we were like close to tuas(uncle drove us there) then after dinner he want us to stay for crab fishing(???!!!!). daddy was interested so we stayed. wrong move. after that we got bored and decided to go home first and our uncle told us there is lots of taxi so it is easy for us to get home. yes. there is lots of taxi indeed. HOW ON EARTH COULD WE GET HOME WHEN ALL OF THEM DO NOT WANT TO DRIVE TO JURONG AREA??? great. just great. now we have to travel on foot alllllllllllll theeeeeeee wayyyyyyyyyy back to jurong. no bus no taxi no nth. wth. now i am back home, super irritated mood. making me walk liddat...ahhhhhh. sigh. forget it. just my luck.

sad day...

2010-12-04T23:53:00.000+08:00

sadness. it seem to fill my heart these days. maybe its just that my happiness had been used up. the moment i felt a little bit of happiness, the next moment was nothing but sadness. it does not feel good at all. it pierced through my heart with its coldness, like the feeling when i was left alone in the dark. my feelings was neglected and not taken into consideration. fine. dont bother. was wad i could tell others. just heck care me. i am tired. really tired. tired of trying to catch just a tiny little bit of ur attention. tired fo feeling sad when u ignored my feelings. what is the point of praisng me and telling me i am pretty when u could not see me when i am feeling lonely. i hate it when u r this unsensitive. i simply could not bring myself to hate u. i felt torn apart. i felt pain. not just my heart, my soul is ruin...what is the problem u may ask. i love u too much............

sad...

2010-12-02T22:33:00.000+08:00

because of some guy u all become liddat. i am tired of explaining myself le. say wadever u want. call me wadever names u like. glare at me like no tmw. curse for all i care. i am really tired le. just leave me alone. if u call this friends, u must have referred to bullshit in my dictionary. seriously. u either stop being like this or just like u said, i will really die. not because of him u or her. die because of sadness...

Back from Aussie...

2010-12-02T11:52:00.000+08:00

Missed Perth...especially Bob. Hahaha...Perth was a fun place actually ans i should have posted this last week. We went to lots of places in Perth. we as in the two groups and a few middle ppl. Places were beautiful and so much different from wad we see here in singapore and the stupid me did not even bother to lend a camera from Aunt Lichin. Now wad?? Yes, depend on friends to tag u in fotos on FaceBook. Mum said it was clever but i dun think so cos my photographing skills are way better than those____(sorry, no offense). Yes, i seem very bored and doing nth, so bored that i am actually BLOGGING. My life now is in a mess. Ok, back to Aussie...Landmarks were very spectacular and kept me really entertained throughout the world trip(first time seh...) Even if it is just sleeping on the bus i am still very entertained by funny ppl. hahahaha....(hope they dont get to see this.) Food...i love food. However it seemed very difficult for me to eat during the trip cos there is fried food, only. Stupid...ate fried food for like two days then cannot take it le. back at hotel nose bleed like siao in toilet then the two u noe hu was like" wad u doing in the toilet for so long seh....". They didnt care, as expected. Wad angers me more is that the stupid u noe hu guy came into the room and said : wah u shit inside issit? So smelly..." LOL. The toilet is smelly at first de lor...ur toilet not smelly meh?? If not good lor cos it means i bad luck, need to use the smelly one. Some more nosebleed still can care toilet smelly or not de meh?? Haiz...hahaha. The best meal during the whole trip is when we get to eat chinese food. Yay...i totally shocked the teachers and some of my friends. Muahahahaha...i ate like there is no tmw. Funniest thing is that Mr Loh said that my favourite food is actually rice. LOL was the look the other teachers gave him. how can u eat just rice with nth else??? To u i dunno, but me cannot. Ate like 4 plates of rice and finished up the dishes they couldnt finish...Oh, lim bin quite funny also. He actually tried to compete with me in eating. Woah...brave*clap claps* he lost. Hahahahahaha....of course he lost. He was totally forcing himself to eat when i was like u want this? dun wan? okay i take. This one u want? u want ar? cannot i take. Then my face was like super kiampa then he angry. Oops, sorry:P End of meal toking. Shopping? Good. i got alot to tok about. Lim Bin and i was grouped up wif_____ then they was like super low EQ( if offense is taken, good) They should actually learn that there is a time to do everything and say everything so choose the correct time! I super pekcek when i watch them from behind.( Lim Bin and i was worried so we stood at the back watching out for them) At the same time we were gossiping, LOUDLY. As in loud enuf for them to hear not so loud that ppl walking past can hear.Fuuny seh they all...when they hear us gossip then suddenly become self aware. Ahhhhh....kids. (i am actually not the oldest in the group but really the oldest was the one wif the lowest EQ) Okay...shopped and ate and had fun. Actually thought will have new couple de....sad sia...long story. I am actually feeling guilty. OMG. Guilty. Heck care le la. It is not my fault anyway...or did i actually flirt? No. i din. So it is not my fault. Lastly, ( i hope nobody sees this.) I will try liking you if u love me more.

very worried for myself

2010-06-14T13:17:00.000+08:00

ok...
hi again.
its like only 2 weeks to school reopen and i still haven start on my homework.
i still need to catch up on the lessons i had missed and also there is stiil tests on the first week of school reopen.
o levels is next in line
chinese oral.........................sians.....i die le la.
OLEVELS LEH!!!!
stress....
to add onto it, my chinese teacher gave us stupid homework like read the shaonianwenzai and there would be tests on THEM.
crazy right?
somemore still got other forms of stress....
something that i would not want to admit...its just so complicated...........................and wrong.
it would just make me hate myself if i think of it.
its so wrong and it mustn happen....
somemore i am here struggling not to face it and running away from it....
i am like convincing myself that its not that kind of___
but ya u noe( how DIFFICULT can it be???)
wadever...i will soon forget about it.(HOPEFULLY)
how i wish that its only me reading this...(oh how i hate it that its only here that i can crap for all i like....)
one two three.
have i got over it?
no.
great.
haiz....ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
i hope u can hear me scream.

sad...very very sad

2010-06-12T23:17:00.000+08:00

so sad...i am so so so very very sad....i wanna cry...i miss alot of things back in malaysia....i miss everything there...even the dogs....i miss all of my family members there...come visit us kae??? must come hor...i will miss u all very much:(

2010-06-10T18:17:00.000+08:00

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omg

2010-06-10T18:13:00.000+08:00

omg...
sunburn...
parents...
monkey sister...
homework...
school...
tests...
missed lessons...
haiz....
die la me.

malaysia.

2010-06-08T16:02:00.000+08:00

hahaha...4 more days jiu go back singapore le.
i find that ppl tat speak cantonese is very funny lor,
my cousins all try to communicate wif me in chinese
super funny.
went to genting oso
super fun
will miss all my cousins
love' em <3
sigh
haven do homework yet
will miss lots of stuffs back in s'pore
got alot of funny stuff happening here
will share if got the time
love 3s5 ' 10
(lol random)
aiya
sians
ltr going to play some more
these few days playing like mad
hahahaha
ok le
more ltr
bai.

2010-06-03T09:35:00.000+08:00

this blog is so so so so so dead!!! now in malaysia. currently free of tasks. ehhh, dont feel like doing homework now:p then now nothing to do leh...somemore i like pon-ning lessons for so mny days sia....aiya....sian,die ba. now using cousin's laptop. will he kill me? maybe? i dunno. i like crapping here lor...ok la, stay tune for more craps. this few days should be alot coz i in malaysia. finally, bye.

2009-12-28T20:13:00.000+08:00

Something terrible has happened to my blog...i was away for only about two weeks and wahlah...it became liddis. I think the blogskin must change le coz its the person go stop her account so her blogskin all went liidat, photobucket...but then now i am so not free so i am not going to appear here unless i feel like scolding some stupid ppl out there.( ya...i am one of them) I think holidays? Ya, march holidays, i will change this whole blog. Oh ya...the Cbox oso got problem so can somebody tell me other links for tagboards?? Or is this all only happens to me coz there is virus in my com??(stupid virus) Aiyo...sick of it le la...Bye for now. I love Kimi Ni Todoke<3 I love Kuronuma Sawako<3 I love Kazehaya Shouta<3 I love Sanada Ryuu<3 (LOL)

Virus Virus Virus

2009-12-16T11:52:00.000+08:00

This few days damn busy with dealing those stupid virus that attacked my com. Now still attacking sia...I was like apologising to every single person that got a stupid and ridiculous link from "me". Argh...i dunno le la. Let it attack, let every soul scold and criticise me...let this bloody thing end*pls*. Ok frankly speaking, i have not really start on my homework. Mainly is because i have been dealing with this virus for a loooooooooooong peroid of tine. I will not be posting must for some time from now coz i must really catch up with alot of home work. Once in a while i may come to visit oh and most likely posting will resume from 28th december.
P.S Today's my dad's birthday.

Long time no post le

2009-12-08T18:51:00.000+08:00

Yoz...bye!! Kiddin ...i noe i lame. But ya noe, staying at home for 2 months straight...i wont be any where near normal. Oh ya, watched finish another new korean drama- City Hall. It is quite nice coz touching but then very confusing coz they use lines which are very difficult to understand. For example:一篇文章不可能以豆号为结尾. 而你只是他的人生的豆号. Tis line i can understand but then why dont they just say you will never be with him for life? As simple as that. Why must they make my life so difficult by pausing at every sentence just to make sense out of it?(Kiddin) Oh and i also watching Temptation of wife. It is very wishy washy and even though it is 129 epi long, i can already tell whats going to happen in the end just by watching up till epi 70( i noe its nth to brag about)讲bobo有错meh? Huh?有错吗?Sry..so random...those who got watch Together will noe what i mean in my previous sentence. Ok la...got one part damn funny sia, i watch untill epi 12 le... i think its at epi 7 or 8 where the funny part comes out( not the bobo part) Ok le la...i gtg le...i love u. Ya u.hahahahahahaha...

Hi again

2009-12-03T22:08:00.000+08:00

Wow..its been quite a while. Miss me? Didn get what i mean? Forget it. These few days busy with choir and now i am finally free from it...even though it will only last a week. I still love watching anime and i found one new anime recently-- Miracle Train. Quite nice...but smth happen to the 3rd epi so i cannot watch it hence i stopped for today and as a result, i still have to finish watching it some other time.Oh, i have also started watching korean dramas too, but they didn really caught my attention. One thing i have to say is i thought that i judge ppl by their looks but i suddenly realised that i dont. Dont believe me? Actually i dont really care how some guys look but their character must be cute and charming.( If they still dont have this basic character, i have nth else to say). So ugly guys dont be upset ok? Coz if u got the character, u got it.( No offence) So thats all for now...even though i dont say it out in words, i love all my friends out there. Especially u there ,who is reading this sentence right now.

No time no time no time

2009-12-01T19:16:00.000+08:00

I really feel that time is not enough...its not like " u dont know how to manage ur time" but its like " how in the world can i go attend both things at the same time". Since i really have no time and i just want to keep my blog alive, bye.

Nothing to say or do...

2009-11-27T09:37:00.000+08:00

Ya really nothing to say leh...unless u wanna hear me talk about Kohori Kazuki^^ He is one of the characters in Lovely Complex and he is damn cute, adorable , handsome and pretty:] Sigh...i just <3 him...he damn cute sia...his personality also very very perfect...i mean the one in anime la not the one in real person movie. That one sux... The whole show very suckish and the only thing that is good in the real person show is Otari is acted by a really cool and cute guy. I think i saw him before in another show.(ps...i forgot the name) The good thing about the anime is everything is perfect*smile smile*Go watch it k? Oh now i am currently waiting for Kimi ni todoke to finish releasing and the same goes to Fairy Tail. Now currently watching The Wallflower...25 episodes...quite nice la the story line but i dont like the drawings. K la...nth to say also can type so much...hahahaha...k, cya again some other time^^ Adieus.

PSLE results

2009-11-26T13:47:00.000+08:00

My sis's psle results came out today...she got 2 A s, 1 A* and a B. Totla, 225. Wooh...what a difficult score. Difficult means difficult to choose school. 225...Fuhua is 232...dunno if she can get in anot...alot of school increased the scores liao lor, Jurong become 228 le.Aiyo nth to tok about leh...my cousins and aunts they all coming to stay over at my house and guess what? 9 of them are coming over. 9?! Then my house would be like overcrowded then lead to air pollution then disease outbreak...jkjkjk. Aiyo still must go buy mattress for them. I want to go watch some movies leh but no time. Feel like going to the zoo now...my ponies!!! My crocs!!! I just love the crocs, coz they very flat...hahahaha.But then $16.90 per ticket ya noe, so expensive. Haix...stay at home watch hamster lor...k la, i go watch anime now bies^^

OMG...i am sooooooo dead

2009-11-25T11:56:00.000+08:00

Guess what? Guess why i am not posting for such a long time? This stupid computer died on me and it could not even boot. I called Dell and guess what again? Its either i save everything up ( with will cost me a fortune---$10++ to me is a fortune) or i can reinstall everything. In other words, everything, EVERYTHING will be gone from the com. Guess what the stupid me do? Yay! Option 2 pls^^ Yah, slap me. Now everything is deleted and the one and only good thing bout it is that the com could work normally again. Bad news? Oh u will need 3 days to finish listerning to all of that. Some major ones are that all my pics and music are deleted oh and my dad's itunes were also deleted. So sayonara , chiao, deus, bye, an yong,zai jian....i am sooooooooo gonna be dead. C ya in heaven? Haix. Still got theory to do, still need to check choir schedule, still need to fin some time to do homework, still need to finish up calander, still need to buy books, still need to clean room, still need to watch animes, still need to buy lots of things for next year, still need to go look for tuition for next year, still need to consider part time(optional).....sigh.....so thats all...bai...*i am soooooooo dead*

Great...Saturday morning

2009-11-21T13:44:00.000+08:00

Ya great...boring!!! I spent the whole moring looking for songs for my playlists and ya, it took me quite some time but ya noe, the results were great*smiles* theres alot of songs from my favourite korean dramas and also animes. Pls Pls Pls Pls do take some time to listern to ALL of them. PLEASE.*puppy eyes* I was soooooooo overjoyed when i found them. Happy Happy Smile Smile:D Ah...my childhood. Nowadays choir oso love to pick out songs that i simply adore when i was just a child and guess what? There was totoro, home sweet home and omg british tar:DD I was like OMG and kept on emphasizing that i was sooooooo happy and then ppl thought i crazy. U know the feeling u will get when the song u have listerned to every single day when u were young then lost contact with the song for soooo many years then u suddenly heard it again? It was like OMG OMG OMG. Trust me. Thats the only thing u will say. The reason why i lost contact with the song is that i dont noe their titles coz i am still a child back then. I got a bit of u noe ,strange memory as sometimes without me knowing i would just hum out a very familiar tune then ended up stressing over questions like what the hell is this song and why is it soooooo familiar? Then when i thought of it, welcome to youtube. Oh i remember got 1 time i go to supermarket then i heard one damn familiar song and i could swear that that was my favourite childhood song but sadly i forgotten the title during that time(actually now i oso forget liao but i got the cd) u noe what? i ran to the counter to find out where is the control room then ran over there and really demand that person to tell me the title of the song.The person was like okok chill it is JUST a song.Come to think of it now , it was sooooo embarassing but u noe, I will die for the songs.Ok liao la, stop crapping about my strange habit or what ever u call that le. By now everyone who reads this would think that i am crazy, really really crazy. I wont mind, coz i am:) I hope that makes me special. Hahahahahaha...

A boring day

2009-11-20T11:15:00.000+08:00

Yoshi! Another day...another boring day to be exact. I still have to finish up the theory homework so i dun hav time to post now. so...chiao!

5 minutes post

2009-11-19T18:48:00.001+08:00

Today i only can ue come for 15 minutes so this post would not be long. Firstly, WHY WHY the first song of my playlist cannot play?! Secondly, WHY WHY do i have to do theory homework and what the hell is the difference between major and minor???????Any kind souls can teach me? Thanks in advance. Thirdly, nothing liao. Whew...complain finish liao. This post issen a good news post. so i think the next post i will post something good^^ Oh...i still need to solve the playlist problem...maybe on Sat.Thats all for now, remember to tune in later:D

Sec 3 posting

2009-11-18T07:59:00.001+08:00

Dunno leh...i mean to be sad or happy.I got into the triple science class which most of the people wanted to get in and i should be happy but i dunno why am i so sad and unhappy. Why? the stress i am going to face for the next 2 years? the people in the class? most of my classmates in different class? I dunno anymore. U noe, peer pressure is really an amazing thing. It can make u decide smth that involves the rest of ur life.But i myself was struggling too so peer pressure was just a part of the reason of my decision. Too late now huh? Oh and i glanced through the book list for next year and caught a glimpse of the lit books. the title of the first book was a very funny word that i dont understand. the other book sounded quite boring so in the end i am quite gald that i did not choose lit class.triple sci? I could only giv it a shot now.*sigh*jiayou...

Random

2009-11-17T08:19:00.000+08:00

Hi people. Nothing much to say currently. One of my adorable hamster just passed away...I guess it 's been a long time already so some of you out there had been already informed with this unfortunate event...Feel like posting his picture here with my other hamster...Want to see? Here it is!

Thats all. Ya...thats all. It is such a pity...so adorable. Don't know the cause of his death also...Ok! He died a year ago so stop mourning already. Back to the post. So thats all for this post and also look out for the next one as it would be talking about the recent hot subject. Sec 3 posting. ( omg omg omg)

The Start

2009-11-16T13:30:00.001+08:00

This the the new beginning of my blog. Hope all goes well. Oh the blog is still under renovation. Bye for now, chiao:)